special follower

  • I just want to share this conversation to recognize a special follower of my blog.  She has been here providing support faithfully and I would like to share my appreciation for her on my blog for all to see.
    July 3, 2013 at 6:00 pm
  • Hi Laura – I was able to make a small donation (I will give more as soon as I can) and also posted your link on my Facebook page. Hopefully some of my friends will help as well. Sending you love.

    July 4, 2013 at 6:44 am
  • I think you are amazing. Thank you for being a part of my journey and caring enough to stay active on my blog. I love for you to comment and be so supportive. All donations help no matter how much it its. You are a special person. I can’t thank you enough for everything. Your comments on my posts really mean a lot to me. You have stuck with me as a part of my blog. Love you and God Bless you!


-I need for you to be my friend
-Don’t take this lightly, My words are true
-Just hear me out please
-And try to perceive
-What I have to say
-In just the right way
-I’m lost in a way that I don’t understand
-Really, I just can’t put it in words
-And I can put anything into words
-So, I’m gonna try

Most people when lost say words such as these:

-I’ve nowhere to go
-I’ve nowhere to turn
-I’m lost and I don’t even know where to go
-I don’t see a way
-I don’t know who I am
-I know something is missing
-But, I don’t know what it is
-So please help me find
-That link that I search for

Now, here is the thing:

-That is not me
-My case is unique
-So, hear me now please

-I know where to go
-I know where to be
-I know, just exactly, what I need to do
– I have all the pieces
-I see them so clearly
-I know what I am feeling
-I know where it comes from
-I know something is missing
-But, I know what it is
-I don’t understand
-How I have made it this far
-And I don’t understand how I am as strong as I am

My problem is this:
-There is a wall standing in between here and there
-A wall even bigger than the Great Wall of China

-What I have to do
-To get over that wall
-Is step into the dark
-Step into a world that’s not even there
-It’s dark and it’s scary
-But, I know I can do it
-I don’t have a choice
-The scariest part is what I know
-I’m going to have to do it all by myself
-I can’t be here or there
-I have to step into the dark
-And I have to go alone
-I am terrified and time is not on my side
-In fact, the time is gone
-I have to go now
-So, please be my friend
-So, I have a place
-I can reach for and know
-That when I feel fear and all by myself
-There is someone that’s there
– And will try to fix me before I can break.